...But I never really am. .......It's becoming so hard to act happy with my friends when I'm always sad. ;w;. I feel like art is my only way to express my feelings, but then everyone in school is just pushing me away whenever I try to bond with them, and they just like me bc I can 'draw good'. It just makes me so sad to know they don't like me, they just like that I can draw up something neat for them. And then my aunt and uncle and cousin are always putting so much pressure on me..... And then my house always feels so uncomfortable.... It hurts just to talk about it, so I'm gonna stay up and watch the meteor shower tonight. Might get my spirits up. I dunno. I've just been feeling pretty down lately that people never like the real me. I can never be myself when people are always pushing the real me away. **DESC AND TITLE TAKEN FROM http://technowolf3000.deviantart.com/#/d4l7puq. EEYUP.**